About Me: I'm a handful, both physically & emotionally- if you can't handle it then don't waste my time and keep walking. My dreams are the nectar and essence of my being and I will NEVER let anything stand in my way from them. I don't want a desert, but an ocean full of life and energy and it's in my own destiny- that I control, to reach that heaven point. I don't beg for friendship or for that matter, ANYTHING- I wouldn't give a damn even if it was a last available option ;^) I know my real friends will reveal themselves to me. I say what's in my heart, it's my only place of retreat that hasn't been violated even though it's been broken before. I possess a great sense of humor- or I've been told (I know it doesn't seem like it but I do, lol) and I respect myself and others.